Have you ever noticed in looking back that what has brought you to something you really didn't like in life was just one giant snowball effect? Wordy, I know. Just bare with me. I do have a point.
Lately, there have been some things that I have said and done that I am not very proud of. I've found that the line has been blurred. There is more gray area in my life than there is black or white. How did this all happen?
Honestly, I don't know exactly what caused all this. But I do know that one thing quickly became two, and two multiplied to four, and then everything just grew exponentially until I was thrown under this massive avalanche that is continuing downhill. I've also been caught up in it for so long that this has become the norm.
When did right and wrong go away? Where exactly is the line? And how far away from it do I want to stay? Now that I've realized this, is there anything that I need to cut out of my life? Am I willing to do that? What will happen if I don't? Do I even want to know?
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