My life right now is starting to resemble a bad movie. Good friendships are being severely tested, I've become tired of being single (several men have shown an interest, but the only ones interested in pursuing a relationship are the possessive ones), I've had a crisis of faith and one of future hopes and dreams, and I've come to realize that the person I am now is not the person I had set out to be.
I'm tired of being thought of as insecure. I'm tired of being thought of as a means to an end. I' tired of all the drama. I'm tired of the uncertainty. I'm tired of being without companionship (not in a sexual way, in an intellectual way). I'm tired of metaphorically sleeping with the lights on for fear of the unknown. I'm tired of it all and would like it to just stop.
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