I'm single again. And you know what, I'm happy. For the first time in a month I'm not frustrated. The man I was dating is a wonderful man, and I have all the respect in the world for him, but our timing just wasn't right.
I made dance company this year and am super excited about it. Although it can be nerve racking at times, I love being on company. I'm choreographing a piece this year (probably won't go to concert, but I think it will be good none the less). My piece is about questions, and not knowing the answers, and somehow not wanting to know. Complicated, I know, but that's where I am in life right now.
I have so many questions about life, about my future, and so on. I know that I need to give this all to God, but lately, He and I haven't been on the most fantastic of terms. I love God, and I know that I am his child and nothing I could do would ever change that. We've just kind of lost touch. It's not that I'm questioning Him, it's not like I'm doubting Him...I really don't know what's going on. All I know is that I have got to start putting more effort into this relationship or things will only go downhill from here. Please pray for me guys. Pray that I will be motivated to read my Bible and to pray. I let myself fall so often. I fall and decide that I like laying on the ground for a while. And that's got to change.
Anyway, there has been a lot going on, and I think that I'm going through some changes so I thought that this song would be fitting. Enjoy!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=250JxioEWFU&feature=related
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