I'm waiting. Not for infatuation, not for love, for marriage. It's a personal choice that I made a long time ago and it's something that I want to stick by. Have I thought of going back on that? Sure, I think everyone has. But I made a promise to myself and I don't intend to break this one.
I'm scared. I'm scared that I will go back on this promise and then the worst will happen. That'd be just my luck. Seriously, I have the WORST luck out of anybody in the world. I'm also a mega worrier and I have a very hard time forgiving myself when I screw up. I'm scared because I really like this one and it could be very easy to compromise with him. Not that he's pressuring me. It's just....I don't know. It could be easier with this one.
I've put some safeguards up to protect myself. I don't think they're too extreme. And I pray that they will be respected. I'm just scared and really don't know what else to do.
praying praying praying :)
ReplyDeletedont compromise, if he's really worth it he will wait :)
Thanks Ashley. I really appreciate your prayers and encouragement. I don't know what I'd do without you.
ReplyDeleteAbsolutely. You'll never regret waiting until marriage, but you'll regret the compromise. I did my own fair share of compromising, and I always regret it. But when you wait, I can assure you, the waiting will make everything sweeter.
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