Today, I came to the realization that just this week I have become 100% okay with being single. I've also become quite cynical. I'm to the point where I just don't care about love. I know it exists, I've seen it in many couples. However, I am just not sure that there's a "One" out there for me.
Now yes, I really do want to get married at some point in my life. I want to fall in love, and be in love. I want to wake up every morning beside a man who is my closest friend and the love of my life. I have no desire to be single for the rest of my life. But, at this point in my life, I don't think that this person is near. And I'm okay with that.
The frustrating thing is that every time I turn on the TV one of those eHarmony commercials. Find love now! Gah!! All I want to do is shout "DOWN WITH LOVE!!!" every time I see one. But then I start to think, "Hey, that would be kind of nice..."
GRRRR......
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