Spontaneity

Spontaneity does not mean that there can be a lack of communication. Don't get me wrong, I love being spontaneous, and that because of this it's often hard to know when you're going to go do something. However, when it involves an activity after 10pm it would be nice if we could communicate earlier in the evening as to if said activity is actually going to occur or not. So if I could just know, either way, if we are going to do something, we can work out time and what exactly we want to do later. I just need to know if it's a go or not.

An Add On To: Le Sigh

Also, please pray that I will be able to take it slow. All of my other relationships were fast and furious. Like I said earlier, there is something different about this one. There is something different about the way that I feel about him. He wants to take it slow. I do too, I"m just very unsure as to how. Please, please pray.

Le Sigh

So, I started seeing this guy. He is wonderful. A complete gentleman. I like him a lot. There is something different about this one, and I intend to find out what it is. I'm looking forward to seeing where this goes.

The only hitch in the whole thing is that he is a very spontaneous person. I am not. I can handle spontaneity if I can get at least 3 hours notice. Hopefully we can work on it.

Pray for whatever this is. Pray that God's will will prevail. Pray that whatever this is will be exactly what God wants, and that we won't get in the way of God's plan.

SMILE!!!!

WILL FILL YOU IN LATER!!!!!

A Dilemma

Okay, so I have a sort of dilemma. I'm not going to hash it all out here, because it would take way too long, and honestly, when you think about it, it's kind of stupid. So, all I'm going to say is: I have a dilemma, and I have no idea what to do. Please pray that the issue resolves itself quickly and for God's glory. Thank you.

I Give Up

Okay, I give up. I miss dating. I miss having someone around. Every time I get to this point I start praying for the man that God has for me...whoever he is...wherever he is. And I am right now. But I really REALLY wish God would hurry up, because I don't know how much longer I can stand this!

Um...Yea

So, I thought we were friends...I guess "friends" to you means distant acquaintances who only talk when you can't find anything better to do. We were such good friends once. What happened?

Only Two Things

• I miss you...well actually, it's not you that I miss, it's the IDEA of you, the memories of you. Maybe one day I'll stop missing the ideas and have something wonderful in reality that takes its place.

• Life is much better than it has been, I'm still working on a lot of things. But you know what, life is good.